Can someone say stressed?
Sunday, Mar. 16, 2003, 6:08 P.M.

Okay so finally here I am writing an entry. I know, I know I said I'd write one today but oh geez I have been so busy.

*Sigh* Yeah...slacking again.

This morning at work was one of those mornings that I wanted to pull out my hair and scream. I ran around sighing those heavy sighs that people use to be dramatic. Only I wasn't being dramatic, I was being seriously annoyed. A lot of people at work think I'm overly dramatic because I am always running around like a nut when they come in in the morning. I am running around with a paranoid look on my face, and even better, this morning I was running around all flustered. I hardly ever get like that, but I was letting the stress get the best of me.

It was just one of those mornings when I wanted to look at all of the people on day shift that were coming in and go "ARGGGGGGHHHHH!" I'll tell ya one thing, they're going to need a catapult on one end of the hall to toss me down to the other end, because I can only go so fast on my chubby little legs. They could give me roller skates, but I'd fall more than my patients so that wouldn't be good, and I don't think they want to pay workers comp to someone who is stupid enough to wear roller skates but can't roller skate in the first place.

I just got done trying to play scrabble. I sucked at it majorly. Adam got like two 60+ point words in the first 10 minutes, and I had like 15 points. I can't think anymore! It's like my brain has sent me some sort of note, similar to this one:

Beth,

So yeah, I know that was obviously pointless, but I like it when I think that my organs write me letters. Hey, my brain obviously did write me that one because I thought of it.

Oh heavens.

I was just thinking, so what if I want to sit on my ass all day long?? Is there anything wrong with that? I work all freaking night and don't get to sit down. I'm allowed to be lazy!

I'm going to go for now. I apologize if this entry was horrible, I think I am just really stressed...my grandma is going to be going into a nursing home soon. And being so that I work at one, I really don't want to see that happen. But my grandfather can't take care of her any more.

*Sigh* I wish I could make her better. But I can't.